Away from home

25th Feb 2010, the second day in sabah after 11days of CNY break back home. This year's CNY was different! I couldn't find words to describe it but I truly appreciate the time i spent at home. I never felt this way when I was back home then. Ever since I got posted to Sabah, a place far from home, I learned to value and appreciate people at home much much more. I realised I have took so many things for granted esp my family members and my doggies. I am missing them soo much now. Sometimes, I could just fall asleep and dreamt of playing cards with them, then wakes up the next minute feeling miserable.
I would not complain that its unfair that I got posted far away. Only by leaving home I truly understand how important home and family members are to me. I have heard the same kind of stories many times. However, one can only feel it when it happens upon them.
Well, when I was back home I often get bored easily. I had thought of moving out to live an independent life since I have already been working. I kept more pictures of friends than my own family members. When things and people are close to you, they never are in your heart. Now,if I could choose I just wana stay home!
Ever since the second I hug my mom goodbye at the airport I have already begun to miss them. Parental love is one of the greatest gift in life a human being can receive. No matter how ugly, dumb, fat or rude we are, parents would never complain and continue to love us unconditionally.
Ever since I arrived in Sabah from my CNY break, I have been missing home miserably. I could not concentrate on work, I could not sleep well . When I look at pictures I took with my family, it brings tears to my eyes. So I tell myself that God wants me to see what I have not been able to see all these while and I realised I was blind.
I would not complain, I would not waste time appealing back. I will go through these three years and learn the most out of it!